last fri, i was chatting with dear and jess in msn when suddenly when i was about to log off around 12am, someone pop me... when i opened my eyes to see clearly who it was, i was shocked.. it was eric.. i already deleted him in msn so i couldnt see him online but i unblock him that time.. i always thought that he wont come and msg me again... in the end i got a scolding from jess.. he told me that he is glad to see that i am happy now and that i have found someone else. he kept saying sorry to me.. he made a remark and say that dear looks like a great guy and  that he will do better than him.. he kept saying that he is very ashamed to talk to me.. i asked him why did he want to leave me and he kept saying he has his reason for doing that... we didnt talk for long but i cried once again.. i thought my tears would not flow so easily again.. he says that if we have fate, we would meet again.. i copied the messages for jess to see, in the end accidentally copied into dear's window, think i must have hurt him.. when we went out that sat, i was stoning again and i knew that he is very sad.. haiz..