Just when I thought I can no longer like anyone else, he has slowly crept into my heart.. maybe i am really slowly letting go of the past.. i just want to start a refreshed life.. whenever i am with him, i feel very secured and he always make me laugh.. though we are closer recently, but i really want to make sure that i am not falling into another endless trap.. because i really dun have so many 6 years of youth to waste... just let nature take its course.. what will come will come.. so there is no point worrying so much either.. what is more important is to live every day happily, like there is no tomorrow.  in this way, then we won't be wasting our life..